rude. really..
posted @ 10:25 PM |
Sunday, May 20, 2012
lmao, paragraphED but not shown? nice~
posted @ 7:42 AM |
It's 6 O'clock in the morning, Studying science got boring Brain told me to go to bed soon BUT FUCK I HAVEN FINISH MY WORK! meh, my foot, dun have to wait until 6 O'clock to get bored. the moment I start doing my work, iI got bored. Anyway, had my friends' birthday celebration just a few hours ago. I must agree that it was great, thanks to those who really put in the effort get these plans together. Sure these celebration serves as a form of bonding. especially to those who don't usually go for mini outing together such as myself, but i just feel that the $$ involved is abit off. 10 people, each one cost $20. in a year, it would be a 200SGD spent on birthdays. i'm not sure about my other friends, but i find it absurb. for me, my month income is barely able to cover my expense. Considering now that i have extra commitment, which in actual fact i dont spent a penny on her, but i still go out more often. Transportation cost me a bomb + special occasion such as mother's father's day and stuffs, each definately cost more than $50 without fail. every month now, i tend to withdraw abit from my main savings. I remember on an occasion when we were shopping for things to be added in a 'fruit' basket, which apparently some korean wine idea was brought up. so people were crowding around the shelf deciding to choose the $6 one or the $20+ dollars one. when asked for opinion, no one voiced except me, suggesting that $20+ is pointless, like she can fly after drinking or heal everything after drinking. He replid this 'aiya one person fork in extra $1++ only ma, you dont spend so much on your girlfriend la' fuck you, seriously i detest people who keep bringing up this, even if its joking. first i dont spend $ on her, second, expensive win =/= good, third it is irritating and make it sounds like all i care is her and dont give a shit for this, fourth, he doesn't has a brain. oh yeh, i seriously hate people who keep yaking about gf and stuffs. come on grow up, what's so interesting about people with a partner? anyway back to topic. as far as i know, many people with 'low' monthly pocket money basically just claims everything from their parents. clothes, study materials, transportation, phone bills, birthday celebration. but fucking not me. i'm given a fixed amount and i'm on my own. My point is, as friends is there really a need to spend so much on a birthday? isit not enought to just have a simple meal, where everyone could gather and catch up. from what i see, this celebration SUPRISE 'chain' which was initiated by me in feb, well, mostly planned by others are slowly shifting to 'celebrating-for-the-fucking-sake-of-celebrating' yes. so they got this system. whoever just finished their birthday gotta plan and organise for the next one. and well of course, everyone knows that they will be a well 'surprise' for them on their birthday. so i question, where is the surprise? True, if you argue that this non-surprise-surprise is not meant to be a surprise, but to show how much efforts you put in for the birthday, i would say, its not practical. if $200 per year is what is needed to show my efforts, i wont do it. Oh funny thing, so today there was a addition person who came. so one guy said: hey since we invited him, we next time also need plan his birthday hor. Yeh.. thats it. you might as well plan for everyone who saw those celebration pictures on facebook. My point here is not only about the money, but about the true meaning of celebration. oh yeh, on a side note, i find those people who plan a party and invite everyone a fool. lols now i'm gonna offend alot of people. this celebration thing is not just because of today's or more like ytd's experience. But from my general point of view. The first celebration at the start of the 'chain' will always be the most truthful and meaningful one. but people just like to keep it 'fair' so they continue, i got nth against this, but i just think that, the 'feel' is not there anymore. people are getting annoyed or irritated at some point of the planning. 'she think she princess can le, we dont have to treat her that way' 'she abit expecting too much ah' 'she like bo xim celebrate with us sia' oh yeh even more funny ones, not related to angry one but people actually 'requesting' what for their 'suprise' 'if buy cake buy from pine garden de black forest, its damn nice' i'm so speechless. to end this, i'm not against these celebration. sure it WILL continue until everyone start progressing in their life and scatter. I just find the meaning of celebration abit off the track. and is the $$ spent really affordable for non-working students with fixed income? good night.
posted @ 7:40 AM |
do i really deserve such treatment. i don't feel appreciated at all
posted @ 2:41 AM |
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Superhero(es) movies are so damn overrated. Just watch the avengers. well i won't really say they sucks cuz they are not the worst movie i've watch. Benjamin button is still the 'best' movie in my opinion. But still, they don't deserve that much fame. Their storyline simply sucks -.-" i'm serious. a primary school kid can write a similar storyline w/o script. So the main hit of these movies are the action. thats all, plain action. seriously the storyline is the SAME FOR EVERY FUCKING MOVIE. 1) some brief intro of the bad guys and how they're plotting to take over the world 2) heroes appear to fight off small creeps 3) sometimes love life comes in.. girlfriend ask them dont go. they say gotta save the fucking world 4) bad guys came in and bang bang bang destroy city 5) heroes flew in some actions bad guys die/escaped for subsequent series 6) happy ending! gosh... -.-" But still the main reason for watching movies wern't the film itself after all =D
posted @ 1:44 AM |
Saturday, April 28, 2012
why you no blast before i start studying.. the moment i read my first paragraph THEN loud speak was turned on.. sian! It sucks when you can only study in complete silence environment. so much inconveniences.
posted @ 1:34 PM |
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Its a chore moving my stuffs in and out of the room.. Kinda used to living by myself since bro was in camp most of the time. and have to say, i really enjoyed it even though i felt that it was creepy at the start. suddenly remember few years ago while i was in lower secondary, my parents suggested moving house to a 4room flat. i was totally against it back then cuz i was too timid to have a room of my own. haha totally regretted it now! spaces are abit limited considering the fact that 2 grown up man living in a same room. sometimes will experience some 'doorway jam' moment. worst of all is the different sleeping routine, which brings me back to my first sentence. Having to move my stuffs: charger, bags, laptop, mouse, earpiece, study materials and everything else, is kinda troublesome. in a few month time worst! he'll be starting his busy uni life, and i'll be at my last stage in poly! i bet our room will be in a mess! oh well, THEN i'll be in the army and he shall experience the luxury of having his own space haha =D anyway first week of school, handling pretty well. hope i can keep up this work and be consistent. maybe its because of first week, the work load is just peanut. on a side note, i've a feeling this might work out !
posted @ 12:13 PM |
Saturday, March 31, 2012
laugh my ass off at those fools talking behind me
posted @ 10:50 PM |
Saturday, February 25, 2012
hmmm now finally exams ended.
shall post a post-exam thoughts!
3 weeks.. almost a month of chionging nonstop,
sleeping less than 6hours per day,
having 2 or less meals per day,
dreading every single hours,
being chased by deadlines and tests
all these shit finally ended!
during the process and after it,
i really wonder how the hell did i managed to do that?!
i mean in the past i couldn't even last this chionging for more than 2 weeks.
this time lasted for 3weeks +
kinda proud of myslef actually.
but still my reviews on my modules:
Organic Chem - Reaction mechanism
alright this module is one fucked up module..
like all chemistry module to me,
it screws me up, BIG TIME!
anyway this shitty module,
probably is because i attend too little of her lessons.
or i simply have no chemistry with any chemistry module.
oh well.
1st test B
2nd test C
PYP hope dont fail..
anyway already prepared to get a B
hopefully not C.
hmmm seriously i hope chemistry dont follow me to year 3 -.-"
Biochemistry
Hah this module.
hated it at first.. seriously..
its pure memorising work
just body chemistry cycles blah blah blah..
regulated reactions all these shits..
is like chmistry + memorise..
im those kind of person who hate these pure brain work.
i mean anyone can do this... they just have to throw in time and time and time
at the same time throwing away social life and stuffs
well thats a typical science geek style i guess
but then i just hate it..
so anyway find it hard to understand at first
and then when exams finally arrive
placed in more effort
and found out actually not so much of a memorising subject if you find the kick to it
well for starters, cycles seems easy for me,
since im more of a pictorial learner,
staring at one cycle and drawing them out couple of times,
i got those info etched in my brain..
aparently some of my friends prefer to recite it, word by word
more of a memorising, but they like it, so good for them i guess
everyone got their own style
just that if you ask me to do this?
i'll tell you to gfy
LOL
anyway asked lecturer how was my results
he say not bad, cream of the class
=D fuck yay~
but thats just part of the paper which he marked.
the other half, is a pair work which i kinda screwed up cuz i was overconfident,
and only check last min and realised i didnt include a hell loads of stuffs.
hmmm this, i hope can get an A.....
im serious fucking desprate for Assssssssssss.....
Flow cytometry
This is more like a lab-module.
spent most of e time in the lab!
quite a fun module,
i got to learn a few skills.
i mrean there are really useful.
i like the fact that my geek friends sux in lab
(some only actually)
i love how my yield are so much better than them LOL
abit bad.. but thats the nature of human
people always like to know that they arent the worst i believe.
anyway didnt really top the class for the theory exam..
but fuck my class is really a bunch of geeks..
i got a 27/30
27.. fucking 27!
guess what
im 7/8th out of 20
O.O
the faq?
hmmm probably can grab an A, if my 50pages report ain too lousy
kinda chinged it last minute (as usual)
Proteomics
this is on hell of a boring module..
i mean the lecturer aint even teaching.
hes like talking to himself.
dont get me wrong, the lecturer is definately nice,
+ the fact that his last name is 'lai'
LOL
his lab work, basically everyone is just minding their own business..
seriously..
other than that.. his assignments were fairly simple.
not so much of a brain killing module
A? hopefully..
but then this on maybe B+
Plant Biotechnology
Hehe.. didnt really had any interest in plan since i was inrtoduced to it..
at the start of this term, i know i wont like most of the subjects..
expect another one which imma talk abit ltr
so this shit.. is okay..
typical science module..
abit understanding + most memorising..
hmm so far did well in small test..
exams not as confident!
B+ maybe?
Human Anatomy & Physiology
this..
my favourite module in my whole course..
actually very disappointing..
i was so determined to score well (maybe A*) for this..
i mean its like the only subject i love..
something related to human atleast.
that was my interest from the beginning =(
so anyway.. first test, spent alot effort..
pretty good!
2nd in my class if im not wrong.
got owned by a bloody indonesian with full marks _l_
saw a glimpse of A* that time..
but well..
the second test was an uther failer...
fucking
english
spelling
kid
pre-school
style
test
stupid
like
fuck
_l_
what the fuck...
i went to read so much on important stuffs.. processes, small details
extra information
BUT NOT THE BLOODY SPELLING
seriously fuck.. hate to say this
cuz this makes me sound like a show off..
but seriously i think i lose to others in this test
cuz its too fucking simple...
so anyway i got a pathetic 79...
15th in class..
feel damn upset for awhile..
and then the lasdt exam..
aparently one of my lecturer uploaded a 'revision'
which i didnt boher to give it a though...
after exam..
all those fucking questions are inside the 'revision'
zzzzz
i just chose to study my own style... then i lose out so much..
i kinda think its quite unfair in some sense..
oh well.. next time i just gonna do everything and anything..
not very satisfied with this term.. like all term..
well but i think i improved in the amount of effort i put into chioning,
considering i kinda have another commitment atm..
anyway looking forward to 2-5 april!!
=D is like the first time im trying this!
super excited!
anyway.. some girls got the oddest way to get mad!
interesting sometimes.
hmm still got so many things to type..
no time! its 6am! LMFAO
posted @ 4:25 AM |
oh yeh~
im someone who shall not be known!
that shall be kept in the dark!
=D
hmm
posted @ 4:23 AM |
Saturday, February 18, 2012
posted @ 11:27 PM |
vigorous shaking of hands from which i think,
the effects of too much caffeine,
which doesn't seems to serve it's positive purpose:
to fucking keep me awake and alert
too tired.. feel really weak
i mean physically.
cant even open a bottle of drink or sometimes even a knob
without struggling and cursing
probably derived of sleep for a person who normall sleeps ~9hours a day
lack / inconsistent meals (seriously, eating is such a waste of time. you get tired out afterwards too)
and finally lack of hitting the gym!
5 more days...
fuck yeh~
posted @ 10:09 AM |