hmmm now finally exams ended.
shall post a post-exam thoughts!
3 weeks.. almost a month of chionging nonstop,
sleeping less than 6hours per day,
having 2 or less meals per day,
dreading every single hours,
being chased by deadlines and tests
all these shit finally ended!
during the process and after it,
i really wonder how the hell did i managed to do that?!
i mean in the past i couldn't even last this chionging for more than 2 weeks.
this time lasted for 3weeks +
kinda proud of myslef actually.
but still my reviews on my modules:
Organic Chem - Reaction mechanism
alright this module is one fucked up module..
like all chemistry module to me,
it screws me up, BIG TIME!
anyway this shitty module,
probably is because i attend too little of her lessons.
or i simply have no chemistry with any chemistry module.
oh well.
1st test B
2nd test C
PYP hope dont fail..
anyway already prepared to get a B
hopefully not C.
hmmm seriously i hope chemistry dont follow me to year 3 -.-"
Biochemistry
Hah this module.
hated it at first.. seriously..
its pure memorising work
just body chemistry cycles blah blah blah..
regulated reactions all these shits..
is like chmistry + memorise..
im those kind of person who hate these pure brain work.
i mean anyone can do this... they just have to throw in time and time and time
at the same time throwing away social life and stuffs
well thats a typical science geek style i guess
but then i just hate it..
so anyway find it hard to understand at first
and then when exams finally arrive
placed in more effort
and found out actually not so much of a memorising subject if you find the kick to it
well for starters, cycles seems easy for me,
since im more of a pictorial learner,
staring at one cycle and drawing them out couple of times,
i got those info etched in my brain..
aparently some of my friends prefer to recite it, word by word
more of a memorising, but they like it, so good for them i guess
everyone got their own style
just that if you ask me to do this?
i'll tell you to gfy
LOL
anyway asked lecturer how was my results
he say not bad, cream of the class
=D fuck yay~
but thats just part of the paper which he marked.
the other half, is a pair work which i kinda screwed up cuz i was overconfident,
and only check last min and realised i didnt include a hell loads of stuffs.
hmmm this, i hope can get an A.....
im serious fucking desprate for Assssssssssss.....
Flow cytometry
This is more like a lab-module.
spent most of e time in the lab!
quite a fun module,
i got to learn a few skills.
i mrean there are really useful.
i like the fact that my geek friends sux in lab
(some only actually)
i love how my yield are so much better than them LOL
abit bad.. but thats the nature of human
people always like to know that they arent the worst i believe.
anyway didnt really top the class for the theory exam..
but fuck my class is really a bunch of geeks..
i got a 27/30
27.. fucking 27!
guess what
im 7/8th out of 20
O.O
the faq?
hmmm probably can grab an A, if my 50pages report ain too lousy
kinda chinged it last minute (as usual)
Proteomics
this is on hell of a boring module..
i mean the lecturer aint even teaching.
hes like talking to himself.
dont get me wrong, the lecturer is definately nice,
+ the fact that his last name is 'lai'
LOL
his lab work, basically everyone is just minding their own business..
seriously..
other than that.. his assignments were fairly simple.
not so much of a brain killing module
A? hopefully..
but then this on maybe B+
Plant Biotechnology
Hehe.. didnt really had any interest in plan since i was inrtoduced to it..
at the start of this term, i know i wont like most of the subjects..
expect another one which imma talk abit ltr
so this shit.. is okay..
typical science module..
abit understanding + most memorising..
hmm so far did well in small test..
exams not as confident!
B+ maybe?
Human Anatomy & Physiology
this..
my favourite module in my whole course..
actually very disappointing..
i was so determined to score well (maybe A*) for this..
i mean its like the only subject i love..
something related to human atleast.
that was my interest from the beginning =(
so anyway.. first test, spent alot effort..
pretty good!
2nd in my class if im not wrong.
got owned by a bloody indonesian with full marks _l_
saw a glimpse of A* that time..
but well..
the second test was an uther failer...
fucking
english
spelling
kid
pre-school
style
test
stupid
like
fuck
_l_
what the fuck...
i went to read so much on important stuffs.. processes, small details
extra information
BUT NOT THE BLOODY SPELLING
seriously fuck.. hate to say this
cuz this makes me sound like a show off..
but seriously i think i lose to others in this test
cuz its too fucking simple...
so anyway i got a pathetic 79...
15th in class..
feel damn upset for awhile..
and then the lasdt exam..
aparently one of my lecturer uploaded a 'revision'
which i didnt boher to give it a though...
after exam..
all those fucking questions are inside the 'revision'
zzzzz
i just chose to study my own style... then i lose out so much..
i kinda think its quite unfair in some sense..
oh well.. next time i just gonna do everything and anything..
not very satisfied with this term.. like all term..
well but i think i improved in the amount of effort i put into chioning,
considering i kinda have another commitment atm..
anyway looking forward to 2-5 april!!
=D is like the first time im trying this!
super excited!
anyway.. some girls got the oddest way to get mad!
interesting sometimes.
hmm still got so many things to type..
no time! its 6am! LMFAO
posted @ 4:25 AM |
oh yeh~
im someone who shall not be known!
that shall be kept in the dark!
=D
hmm
posted @ 4:23 AM |
Saturday, February 18, 2012
posted @ 11:27 PM |
vigorous shaking of hands from which i think,
the effects of too much caffeine,
which doesn't seems to serve it's positive purpose:
to fucking keep me awake and alert
too tired.. feel really weak
i mean physically.
cant even open a bottle of drink or sometimes even a knob
without struggling and cursing
probably derived of sleep for a person who normall sleeps ~9hours a day
lack / inconsistent meals (seriously, eating is such a waste of time. you get tired out afterwards too)
and finally lack of hitting the gym!
5 more days...
fuck yeh~
posted @ 10:09 AM |
Thursday, February 16, 2012
fuck spelling. seriously Fuck you.
it's okay if I lose marks to open ended essay questions or stuffs I dunno.
nut lose cuz I cant spell?
fuck you.
test cross word puZzles come out?
are you freaking serious!
it's q humiliation
test me processes instead ass.
blame who? your your little pathetic brain =)
congrats you deserved it.
who ask you to overlook spelling
in your face
posted @ 9:47 PM |
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN ;ESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSO
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON
LISTEN IN LESSON\
LISTEB IN LESSON
cuz by fucking listening in lesson,
it can saves more than 50% of your revision time.
true story..
Although it is still true that you can study on yourself,
but why waste the time to figure everything out from 0,
when others already get a head start and can pcc while studying
while you have to google every single piece of shit to get more info out of those brief ppts...
listen in class listen in class listen in class.
now i say this,
after next school term start,
maintain one week
2nd week gone back sleeping and day dreaming or auto dazing off in class..
so. you deserve it.
suck it up loser!
posted @ 9:59 PM |
sometimes i seriously dunno how.
i always try my best to set things right.
and always it is just now enough.
sometimes i just want to point out the problem,
and it ends up in a mess.
and then i'll have to slowly find my way back again,
and in a blink of an eye, my efforts were all thrown down the drain.
how i wish people can stop these guessing
and get their points straight.
be it what they like, what they dont like,
what they are happy with, what they are angry with
and not just suddenly
mood change --> take out phone --> ignore surrounding
on an unrelated topic
i am really disappointed with my human anatomy test just few hours ago..
i studied.
but not hard enough
i know all the process but fucking not a single process came out.
wht came out instead?
fucking retarded spelling game...
~ 10 questions which requires precise keyword-spelling.
i dun remember how to spell 5 of themm...
zzz screw this shit.
i seriously want an A* for this fucking module..
this is like thr only module i actually like.
in the whole course of my diploma.
zzz
get owned by spelling...
posted @ 6:41 PM |
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
awaken by the a phone call.
kena jio-ed to a dinner tmr.
due to my still-blury mind,
i just answer cannot make it
since i got 2 fucking test then next day which i not yet completed
after putting down the phone and started to wonder
why so random jio people pizza hut.
moved chomp chomp to forward date or what?
then realised tmr is forever-alone day, where people gathers to F-A together.
lols.. i know that when i turned the offer down,
they would think that i got a date with her or what stuffs
probably gonna say things behind me, again..
didnt bother to clear the misunderstanding cuz i indeed,
got a date with my human anatomy & physiology
sian. gonna emo at home with my modules..
fuck yay!
its okay~ 1 more fucking week or suffering.
and
i
am
fucking
free
bitch!
zzz 4 fucking exams cramping together
side by side.
dont even have a day break
Pros: finish earlier
Cons: flunk earlier...
Suay max.. why this year no study week + exams cramped together!
posted @ 1:03 AM |
Friday, February 10, 2012
This is shit..
probably due to lack of rest or nutrients from food.
and surround by a bunch of friends who were sick too
now falling sick..
hope the temperature don't rise any futher..
Stupid.. next week so many deadlines and test.
lol at my body.
when im free nv fall sick.
now busy as fuck you like that treat me..
tsk..
posted @ 5:24 PM |
Friday, February 3, 2012
jiao wei say no study before exams are so 'secondary-school' style..
cant believe in poly still got people using these lame tactics.
talk to my friend abt this today, and recalled i once posted a discussion related to these kind of people during my sec3 days.
first few posts i think.
read it and realise my english really CMI.
not like i now very good, but seriously.. last time was way worst.
cant believe i only found out the usage of 'then' and than' during my sec4 days.
anyway, i dunno why.
i feel really disappointed that i wasn't in the top tier category of students.
ytd, our lecturer called out a few names to talk after lesson.
only to realise they were the top15% of the cohort, and were offered to some talk by NTU apparently to 'recruit' them for a new medical stuff.
trust me. i am really jealous..
sometimes i just blame myself for not having the better, more gifted brain.
well of course i know hardworking could compensate for it.
but seriously.. that alone, in my opinion, can save you hell lot of time..
look at my friend. a guy who is a fucking maple addict who spend hell lots of time and money on the game,
sleeping in lessons or even ponning them.
and only start studying 2weels or max3weeks before exam.
he fucking top all modules and so man distinctions.
...
fucking genetics.
well i should be glad that i am already abv average (which i hope so)
but when you are placed with a group of smart people, you seriously feel the inferiority.
or maybe it is just for me, since apparently im a choleric -.-"
i seriously don't want to lose to some certain friend in my class.
it WILL be a life time humiliation for me...
chemistry. my biggest obstacle.
i got 2 modules related to it this sem.
had a hard time studying it last night/dawn.
gonna isolate myself for the next 3weeks.
time to get down to business right now!
posted @ 11:20 PM |
nothing my foot.
totally feel ignored today.
bad day. totally.
posted @ 9:35 PM |
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
hmmmm.... 200buck.. should i? or should i not...
posted @ 7:58 PM |