just reached home...
1st thing is posting.

i am so confused... i dunno what shes thinking..
at all.
totally.. i can usually roughly read body language..
i mean many people should be able to do this.
but l0ls? i cant match her actions with her body language at all!?
they contradict each other..
telling me something? no? yes? dun care? i dun fucking know..

walked home alone today..
on the road me& used to walk.
but on the opposite side of the pathway..
just in case bang into her.
still cant figure it. l0ls then received a call..
a totally unexpected call. yeh totally.
and i AM surprised..
hell.. this even made me more confused.. -.-"

i dunno whats the call for..
even after rounds of really "analyzing" the words..



Wadever..
maybe everything doesnt mean anything to begin with..
maybe i am thinking too much.
maybe i am the 1 who cat let it go.
maybe i am forgotten long ago.
probably the whole thing is just happening like what i am - saying

if thats so.. i think i am totally a spoiler tonight..
is thats so.. sorry.
i actually just wanted to watch it in the afternoon
too bad.






a nice song.

really want to know..