lost my appetite alot during the holidays and everyone says i slimed down alot.
including friends and parents.
especially during the last week of holiday.
consuming only few piece of biscult throughout the entire day.
tried to get back my appetite by throwing stuffs down my throat but eventually came back out from the hole where i stuffed it in.
mouth duh?
but did get them back suprising after school reopen.
every break eat.
toilet break run to buy some food eat in class.
class to class eat.
then last sat went sakura with friends.
PWN THEM ALL!
SUCK IT!
l0ls!
but then again. after the school reopen.
my confidence level seems to drop.
not in terms of presentation or speech.
but in terms of myself.
i mean normally i walk with confident well,
always looking into people's eye and bioing chio bus like a typical guy.
but thse days somehow my screwed up face makes me lose confidence.
as in occasionally when i walk past something or object
which gives a pretty decent reflection.
i tend to feel little awkward.
not only that. sometimes when i see my thin skinny arms,
i feel so
how to say
feel so
justin bieber.
O.o.
it means gay btw.
dont believe?
opps.
got too boring one day so...
SUCK IT!
so anyway. after i got my haircut at another salon which i didnt visit before
and dang!
gg. even sian. totally dont feel like attending school at all the next day. -.-"
its really...
she used a different cutting style. 70% of the time she nv use sissors.
she used a razor or something like a pen knife. and claimed its more natural with it.
hais..
rly wish i could wear a mask + hat to school l0ls.
why bother what others think so much???
ps. i just do.
sometimes when with my friends. not poly friends.
they tend to see flat me. as usual la.
sometimes its rather irritating actually.
haha of cuz they say these is because of some stupid stuffs i did in the past.
some of them are really retards then go do.
haha but seriously. i tell this to others also nobody would believe.
comeon. i did so many stuffs. and how many of them did they think is real?
let me guess. my guess is all.
haha wants to tell them
think again.
i use my balls to swear that 90% of them. are my perfect acting.
l0ls idk i too pro or they know they are already fake and just act along.
if so. they are pretty good too.
well. did them for the attention in the past.
didnt need them in poly. so now im quite a "smart" guy there.
maybe not the best. but one of them.
not the one being tease in clique or the most inferior one.
people do ask me questions in anything.
A math is pulling my life down.
when i nv touch my math.
my average stress level out of 10 is around 5.
pretty cool.
during holiday its just 1/2.
touch amath,
it flew to 9. wtf.
poor wall.
i really cant seems to escape from it.
semester 1 also got Amath. but its only on log.
this sem got differentiation!!!!!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
no at chaper3.
I AM TOTALLY LOST.
the teacher is really nice though.
hais.
these few days sleeping at round 10pm.
and wake at 5.
healthy life style seh!
z cant help it. school start at 8everyday.
every morning transport jam nearly 2hrs there.
fuck jesus!
getting little sleepy now already.
i slightly remember got once dunno forget got 2 person jio me watch child eye
and para activity2.
then i think i fell asleep and didnt reply.
now forget it who liao -.-"
sian feel like watching tho.
l0ls! maybe is wants to watch too much then dreamt that someone jioed me haha.
phone really gg. more messages cant come in.
phone ming ming is on.
friend sms me or call me.
i receive a message stating i missed a call from 9xxxxxxx instead or
"incoming call"
what the crap.
bo lui change phone.
><"
spent 1whole damn hours staring at itunes's visualiser.
they are seriously damn nice!
brilliant!
my vocabs are not enuf to describe them
a picture paints a thousand words
man! who wont get sucked into these beautiful wonders.
if i werent so tired.
i wouldnt even come back to sense...
awwww.
while on the bus today coming back
2 male teen sat infront of me chatting.
the usual stuffs works, girls, whisper chio bu's position,studies, life.
and one of them say this in chinese
"i dont like to mix my sentence with both english and chinese.
they sounds so stupid and embarassing to singaporeans"
nice sentence.
yeh he said this to his friend in chinese. complete correct chinese.
after i heard this sentence. i smirk.
then i on my recorder with phone and place near him. and continue listening.
of cuz i know he wouldnt keep up to his words.
hahas and of cuz. within the next 5sentence he says he committed it.
*ehh chinese in small letters
english in CAPITAL LETTERS
"aiya. my CLASS also got people with kns REPUTATION, not like everyone is PERFECT RIGHT?"
epic!!! l0ls! i laughed out little. then he turn i still laughing.
trying to keep it down. l0ls!
but seriously funny. i was alone la. haha damn funny man.
hes such a disgrace -.-" still say till so nice what
dont talk in mix language. so so embarassing.
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
true story.
sian.
INNOVATION DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION (IDEA)
stupid module.
need to do a presntation on SHOPPING EXPERIENCE!!!
how the hell do i do?!
gg la.. not like i go shopping more than once per month. -.-"
screw!
need shopping badly!
sometimes.
when you think you succeeded lying someone.
or pushing your thought into their mind.
or they listen to what you tell them.
believe you.
changing/extending topic.
..
think again.
many of a time. they are just being nice.
didnt want to expose you. cuz maybe they are just small stuffs.
they dont mind.
but when you thought that u succeeded in doing it once.
you do it twice and more.
lies getting more serious and heavier.
eventually boom! ur friends cant take it anymore.
good game.
or sometimes lying can make u feel uneasy.
the other party might really believe what u say.
maybe u are a genius or what.
if you concluded that they really believe you. this normally means you observed them very well throughout the lying stage.
their every expression every words body language analysed.
once you think they believe part of ur lie. continue lying, making it convincing.
if they ever give some suspicious expression even if its very subtle.
it normall can be noticed if u see it carefully.
by this time. you must take them back.
normally doing it in 2ways.
reduce the lie. as in maybe change the figures or words. making them sounds more acceptable or convincing. if u do it skillfully. normally they would take it.
OR
if you yourself think they are unbelievable even to yourself.
dont even think that they would believe. just scrub it off like a joke.
just say ur kidding and make a joke out of it.
the key to it is that you must be convinced and psychoed yourself that the lie you are going to make
is real.
normally it works.
ok where is this heading to man. why am i talking my experience here. so anyway. my point is. when you lie too much.
you can get little over-sensitive.
suspecting that they suspect you or think you are a fucking liar.
lie exposed. you are a jerk / bitch!
these are the side effects of lying.
hmmm actually sometimes i think
people dont hate liars.
they hate liars with their lies exposed.
well why would i say that?
simple. living in a world of lie which you dont know.
of cuz you wont angry or fed up.
just living normally with things going in ur way or the liar way
which seems completely normal to you.
BUT when you found out something in a huge part of ur life is nth but a lie.
of cuz you would go crazy!
put urself in this situation.
u always thought your father loves you alot.
dote on you alot blah blah blah.
then on day you overhead him talking with others
say, ur mother? or outsiders
saying how difficult it is to take care of u.
nuisiance. burdan.
or they say they are just faking the care for you.
or worst still! he is not ur father! and just paid to take care of you!
l0ls! kay this is getting little bit dramatic.
so anyway my main point is.
we wpnt be mad over something we dont know!
the truth is. we actually LIKE lies!!!
think abt it from different angle.
its just a preconception that lies are bad.
but lies can fill up the holes in our life. good lies can last till u pass away.
actually many people pass away with questions in them.
or even lies unexposed.
haha scary isin it.
i love justin bieber.
she brought laughter into my life.
when im bored i type in "justin bieber jokes"
and many come out.
some of them really makes my stomach cramp!
true story.
dunno why. some of them are just lame jokes
but still very funny if you put some imagination into it!
once while i was waiting for a bus.
i saw a old uncle blasting music with a earpiece into his ear.
dunno why i suddenly imagine him standing up and started dancing to the music!
well of cuz i laughed out on the spot! l0ls! public some more sia.
sometimes damn embarassing
im trying to pick up a new hobby.
which is reading books!
just ordered a "the girl with dragon tatoo"
coming to me next week hopefully
this book is very popular. hope the first book i read would get me into reading!
thats why i hate blogging.
everytime start typing,
planning only to type something.
in the end everything came rushing out.
zzzz spent more than an hour on it.
shit!
actually still got many things to tell my blog.
some pictures for fun.
true story.
