got a friend who is a fucking chiongster.
well i understand.
oh this is a science course.
everyone think that everybody is fucking chionging nerds etc.
comeon not me!
well atleast im not. i must admit i study more than past.
little more.
but what they do is
FUCK!!!!!! FUCKING CRAZY!!!

okay im really sian diao and well angry?
fucked up?
especially when i heard that completed revision and every reports.
sleeping only 3hrs a day and mugging forever at home not going out.
fuck!!!!
NO LIFE!
thats what i say theme veryone.
"COMEON!! get a life! dont be a nred. what else you know other than studies?"
well but when i think about why i feel this way
i found the root.
im just jealous.
i myself definatiely cant do it!
but i really hope i can be like them
focus, concentrate and chiong my studies and eventually ace them
well i hope i can do that but no.
i cant do it.
and to defence myself i just say
i got a life other than studies.
to be honest, i want to be like them. able to prorities stuffs and concentrate.
able to time manage.
i cant...
well i am a human
i got a life.
well to be honest when i think