Prob with me.
i think too much.
Sometimes it can be good sometimes it can be bad.

good is that
normally im the 1st few who can sense/read/guess who others thinking and adjust according preventing a scene.
actually not much more.

bad is that
fuck. bring worries upon myself only -.-"
every single messages or sentence people say or sent me,
i analyse them. so every single word they use can change my judgement.
in a message since no emotion can be express,
puntuation and usage of words become very impt. i use them to protrait the mesage they are bringing. sometimes they just happens to type quickly and didnt bother to add punctuations or other stuffs, it often lead to wrong meaning.
many times i assume something else they meant. can be pretty awkard at times.

over think can also cause problems, example when im on bus
if i just finished talking on phone. and if any1 happens to turn around and look at me or plug in their earpiece or "tsk"
i will think, why they did these? did i talked too loudly? what is my impression on them?

also when someone tells me something, it wont take me immediatly to believe them
even if its just some small details.
like going out, one person last min cant turn up, and gave a reason through message. i will think
why sms? why only at the last min.
before that he sent me this. is this related to why he dun wanna come?
reasons seem too common and fake.
if im him, whats the reason if i ponned?

my friend help me buy drinks suddenly, why?

teacher called out my name to answer question, when i just closed my eyes for 30sec
did she saw me? or just random
whats with her tone?

oh yeh read a book previously. one scenario talks abt breaking passwords.
one expert say, normally people use password of significants or something they can think of, words or numbers.
only super paranoids use combination of random capital and small letters + random numbers. those passwords are unbreakable.
haha i dug out a small piece of paper i kept at the back of the drawer hidden between small opening which u need a thin long stick to dig it out.
its my ex password for some accounts just incase i forget anyway its
Hb6G3ft0SRl2
man am i really that paranoid?!!


well seems like thinking too much is bad.