HATE.
hate to admit that. i really wanted to bust in my room which now became 'hers'
and throw her out of my house.
seriousky. fucking stay at malaysia la. come out sg for what?
destroy peace?
i grew up in a violent family since young.
fights and quarrels and cry almost everyday.
what cause it? the old fucking fag.
and finally she laid low for a while.
and our family finally got peace
for like 3 years or 4
then boom. she came back and try to destroy the peace?!
screw her man! i am seriously willing to pay people to punch her.
maybe not.
just hurt her enuf to let her feel the pain. but wont go hospital.
not that i care for her.
but if she does. she will make it so huge a commotion so big
that may even cause my family to kill each othr.
my mom said she'll poison my dad and my brother to death if my brother move towards her.
interms of relationship
she do it because she wans her to feel the pain.
she want to make it clear to her that she is the cause to her grandson and son's death.
sounds dramatic eh?
but
she
is
serious.
i know it cuz i seen her for 17year.
and now from what i see
my brother is trying his very best to be a filial grandson.
and well he didnt know whats going on tho.
and fuck i swear to god if it really happens.
i WILL torture her to hell.
i will make her regret for her life.
ass hole spoil my family.
i know this is morally wrong to do so.
but shyt it. i dont care anymore. seriously fuck!
she made my mom cries every single day.
and she is acting one innocent infront of my dad.
serious acting.
my mum dont let me say anything or open my mouth
cuz she and i both knows well
if i do?
hah. man fight will take place.
and its not like the past adult vs a 10+ years old kiddo.
its 2 man fighting. or even 3.
comeon imagine the scenario.
i seriously seriously
feel disgusted when i sees her.
i wanna see her suffer.
its seriously not fair. why is she snatching and enjoying all the love and attention?
i am not jealous bcuz i've nv had much from my dad to begin with.
well i just feel unfair to my mum

bypasser who may read this may think
'bah, its just another teenager feeling negative abt his family. and just being selfish'
to those.
fuck you. this is just whats happening now.
i aint no idiots and retards who complain abt their life on facebook
what hate their parents just becuz they dun have freedom or dun have money
comeone those are pussies who needs attention from people.
i would've posted there if i want.
my family problem begins since the start of my memory.

old fag. bring trouble to my house.
i seriously dunno what i'll do if she makes my mother leave home. again.
i think if it really happen.
i'll finish my mother's unfinished business.
revenge.

really want to tell someone more.
but screw it. telling any1 would just bores them
to them its none of their business.
sian.

fucking actress.
act until so poor thing.
too obvious.they dont see it doesnt mean i dun.
i already started ignoring her lately.
i aint have the paitience to act with her...
she doesnt deserve it.
at all.

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after all, im still happy with my life.
LML
Love My Life.
im nt retard who takes their life so lightly and keep fucking them.
studpid people thinking they are the worst.
seriously. they think its cool t add a FML behind their life?
l0ls retards no life.