jiao wei say no study before exams are so 'secondary-school' style..
cant believe in poly still got people using these lame tactics.
talk to my friend abt this today, and recalled i once posted a discussion related to these kind of people during my sec3 days.
first few posts i think.
read it and realise my english really CMI.
not like i now very good, but seriously.. last time was way worst.

cant believe i only found out the usage of 'then' and than' during my sec4 days.

anyway, i dunno why.
i feel really disappointed that i wasn't in the top tier category of students.
ytd, our lecturer called out a few names to talk after lesson.
only to realise they were the top15% of the cohort, and were offered to some talk by NTU apparently to 'recruit' them for a new medical stuff.
trust me. i am really jealous..
sometimes i just blame myself for not having the better, more gifted brain.
well of course i know hardworking could compensate for it.
but seriously.. that alone, in my opinion, can save you hell lot of time..
look at my friend. a guy who is a fucking maple addict who spend hell lots of time and money on the game,
sleeping in lessons or even ponning them.
and only start studying 2weels or max3weeks before exam.
he fucking top all modules and so man distinctions.
...
fucking genetics.
well i should be glad that i am already abv average (which i hope so)
but when you are placed with a group of smart people, you seriously feel the inferiority.
or maybe it is just for me, since apparently im a choleric -.-"
i seriously don't want to lose to some certain friend in my class.
it WILL be a life time humiliation for me...

chemistry. my biggest obstacle.
i got 2 modules related to it this sem.
had a hard time studying it last night/dawn.

gonna isolate myself for the next 3weeks.
time to get down to business right now!