Everytime i spend a day at home myself, my mind will be particularly active. Think all sorts of things, people, events under the sun. Since i'm too damn free waiting for somethings before i go to bed, i shall type!
so, here i go
1) Notice the new environment? i spent 5hours creating this blogskin from codes from scratch!
nah bullshit, i only spent 5s by clicking 'try out our new template available for you!'.
2) Finally got back my results, hmmmmm mixed feelings about it, at first sight, i was pretty glad. straight As with a B+. 3.882 which managed to pull my GPA up to 3.6+++. oh well, screwed up my 2nd and 3rd sem.
but still should be able to enter NTU. No NUS for me which is kinda sad, seeing EVERYONE going into NUS. It makes me feel kinda weak? lol self-esteem problem.
Fuck it, anyway after closer inspection of my result, i realise that the B+ was my Immunology.. i really had high hopes for immunology, having my past test scores among the cream of my class, and memorising hard before exams, i really thought that an A is not hard at all. This subject is one of the few subjects which i really placed a lot of efforts in.
final exam 50 cocking percent totally screwed me. Kind of suay too, considering on the exam day itself, then i realise i missed out many EXTRA study materials which my teacher gave to a FEW students and ask them to pass to the entire class. and guess what? she passed one to a guy who would incharge of distributing to us guys, and this guy, disappeared after the lesson. and well, we forgot about it. that 2sets of study materials (1 from the guy, 1 apparently i lost it myself?) came out 2 long essay question (10marks each) lameeeeeeee.
Still, i was able to write a few sentence from my extra research on the internet outside the power points. So i thought 'A is still within reach' considering how well i done for the other 50% ( i got AT LEAST 45/50) so to get a B+ for this module, i have to get less than 79-45=34marks (68/100for the entire paper.)
AND IT IS FUCKING PATHETIC.
see how others who faired lower than my for the first 50% got A or A distinction really puts a spear though my dick. well, people always says don't compare.. your grades so good already.. i worst la.. your others subjects A..
what i can say is, 'easier said than done'
Considering how my human anatomy test was like last sem, the disappointment adds up. both which i spend hell lot of efforts, in hope that i might snatch a distinction.
Oh well, i guess different people got different standards. people like me will never be able to get an distinction. so gotta suck it up somehow and envy those blessed with better brains put in the same or lesser amount of efforts to get those As and distinctions.
ahhh don't get the wrong idea, i'm not complaining about how unfortunate i am, i'm completely aware many are doing lousier than me. i'm just saying how fortunate others are.
3)reserved for many long list of others things
11.40, wayyyyyy past sleeping hour.
