I just want to sleep.
Not because I'm tired, but,
I just want to sleep.
When I'm tired, I tell myself I need a rest before I continue. When I wake up, I told myself to nap awhile more. When I'm not tired, I drink beer to make me sleep. On nights that I'm too awake to fall asleep, I drink cough syrup to make myself sleepy. Tbh I've been feigning illness to get cough syrups from doctors for the past few weeks. Now I don't get as much effect from cough syrup anymore. What should I eat next?
What is happening to me
Am I in the early state of depression?
Idk.
