Went for JCRC chalet few days back and i realised that i really i miss the feeling, to belong to a group, to be part of something, to be included. Seeing the new batch happily enjoying the company of each other makes me envious. Coming back to school to see sports team enjoying bbq but you're no part of it makes me feel lonely.
Even though my com 2 years back were kinda messed up, with lots of unhappiness and quarrels,i still miss seeing each other every Monday, going through busy times together. Now i have so much free time but no sense of belonging.
This week was sucky, failed a midterm even though i studied hard for it, fell sick again and vomiting everything i eat/drink. A company that short listed me for interview didn't get back to me after i couldn't make it for the proposed interview date.. life is sad, who can i confide in..
