just went out for lunch with friend.
the fact that humans are really funny.
as in the way they speak, think, actions etc.

well in a relationship, the most important one can say is openness
ehh both physically and emotionally.
emotionally is universally understable
and i guess if i tell people this thing abt openness physically they would think i am crapping or laming.
haha thats the common perception of everyone on this kinda stuffs.
i can understand why but i dont see the reason.
comeon how old already. anyway those are experts advices.
not just me "crapping"
so anyway back to openness
going to zoom into emotionally openness.
when i say that i mean
being truthful, ehh honest and whatcha thinking
what not happy at
dont like what etc etc
with these spoken out
each other can understand and adapt accordingly.
well better than not knowing it and continue doing something that the other party dont like and finally
"bomb" without a reason or a sudden break up line.
well these days people use smses
cuz they dont have the guts to face each other.
so continuing on, too much openness can cause unhappiness once again.
well people try to keep secrets for various reasons i am sure everyone knows.
very good example is "white lies"
keep other aprty from being hurt,
eh and open too much can result into annoyed irritated.
bitched etc.
like what people always says truth are aways ugly.
but still again some people says
rather know the truth and be sad than never knowing it.
haha alot of times they say this because they dont know the truth, yet~

so back to main topic this is just one of the many uncountable weird feelings.

for me myself, i've never felt the feeling of not understand self-emotion
in fact i am interestng to know how it actually feels.
i mean how a a person be happy/sad without knowing why?
just trace back everything u did and you will find it.
but still many people could'nt
but what i am even more interested to look into,
is people who go crazy when they lack of sleep.
some claim it that they dont actually know what they are typing or speaking
hmmmmmmmmm i was thinking how can a human type or speak when they cant even know what they are doing? and still form words?
well humans are always weird. totally interested to see the
"live" of people typing randomly.


oh ya i think im a great liar and a great lie detecter.
maybe everyone are. im not sure abt that
maybe they just nv say it out like me.
sometimes exposing them will cause awkard-ness.
had a couple of friends from the past
in a group talk
especially when talking to girls
haha they try to impress them with something
or act one emo or sad wanting sympathy or attention
blah blah blah
well i can spot alot obvious lies.
bu those girls or even guys, okay everyone seems to believe him so much i dunno they are acting or really believe.
but they seems interested and totally undoubtful.
l0ls some is really pretty obvious i can still remember
most of the time their mistake is with the time.
like somethings which normally happens during this time, but they did something related to it at different timing.
weekends days etc.
well i believe people who trust easily is because they are not exposed to much lies, still pure or innocent gulible.
-thats nice saying for that. say until not nice?
is retard.
nah retard is too harsh. okay la. naive sounds more appropriate..

so humans.
interesting