poly

i feel unfair,
dealed with it cuz its life.
just saying.

JH - fucking me
A - smart guy, helpful
B - solo kia. unsociable. go home right after school, basically no much life
C - average guy, know importance of work. quite okay.
D - total slacker. talk much i mean fucking much. (okay fucking many stories about him going to post)



-revision before exams (no specific timeframe. just overview of whole process)-
A reached school 1st everytime. crazy.
JH reached school 2nd. semi-crazy.
started revising.
start all problems and questions myself. struggle my way through.
until impossible for me to fnd the answer then i clear 2-3 short simple doubts such as yes/no answer with A
A clear some simple doubts with JH
both A and B asked with respect and basic manners when asking for favours like a normal civilised people would do

after very very long time then normally is B come. this is where the nice part comes in.

B: oi A. pass me ur answers for xxx leh, i want see.
A pass B, B started looking at all the questions and the near-perfect answers
from this he can learn how to answer,how to do problems.
-afer 1min or less-
B:oi A, how to do this? teach me leh.
A proceed to teach B.
spend alot time finally B know
B:kk thank you.

after a while C come
C:hey A, can lend me ur answers to compare with mine?
note this. compare. he himself did. just that he got some dunno how do, and he is trying to learn himself. after very long if he still dunno then he ask A for how to do it.
C asked with manners again like what a normal civilised human would do.

D last min finally come
D:oi A! come teach me how teach me this subject.
A:you which one dunno?
D:everything!
A:where?
D:faster just summarise everything from chapter 1 to where exam test la
A:zzz alright
D:just tell me what will be tested and how answer.
A preceed to teach
D:i dun understand la reteach faster faster!
A:tsk. -slightly annoyed but continue-
D:tsk what tsk
D completely asked it without manners like ordering. not a way to ask for favours.

JH finished his work himself after spenting alot time on it.
oh yeh, hes fucked up too

after a while A finally finish eaching D.
so let me summmaries everything



1-10 is the amount of time we spend on revising, achieving roughly the same knowledge.

A-11(natural hardworking and smart. im jealous)
JH-8(studied himself. got problems die die dun 1 ask)
B-4(read through briefily, ask A to fill him up mostly)
C-7(studied himself at home clear doubts if cant do it)
D-1(no manners, nv revise at all. completely depend of A)

okay now i know thats my problem for not asking for help.
well im a person of strong ego.
as in comeon. we are given a backbone so tha we can depend on ourselve!
why the fuck go depend on people?
for me i think its a disgrace to pester people with questions.
and sometimes dunno again is i think too much or what
sometimes i feel that they are annoyed when people ask them many questions
even if its just a slight glimpse.
it can be seen. because of this, i dont like asking too much.

D? i too many fucking things to say.
wtf people spend so much time to earn it
u? like pussy begging for help. not even begging, just asking or even ordering.
comeon earn it yourselve. come here make so much noise and disturb me revise.
every single problem and ask for help l0ls future i want see how you die.


TBC


med working drowzi liao. i love it. its like free an mian yao
ok la it actually cost money.
so i call it cheap an mian yao