had a really bad day.
Today sux.
can't you just talk nicely. is there a need to scream all over the phone like the first thing in the morning?
right i brought a friend to my house. what's the big deal?
'don't want me as a son'
'get out of the house right now'
all these harsh comments. you didn't even think before you say them?

i only saw your message at past midnight which you already slept.
And when i was thinking that i didn't wanna wake you, and you say i got mesmerized by a girl and ignored her.
nice inference.

keep saying things like
'your brother already like this to your dad, lose one more son also no big deal'
seriously thats what you think?

During dinner i chose to eat alone outside to cool down abit before facing her.
and then there goes a call.
screaming like shit i didnt even get a change to speak.
all i replied was in nice tone trying to reasonably talk to her.
what i get in return was a one-way argument and screaming.
what the fuck did i do.
Do i really weigh so little to you?
Brother and Dad's relationship are already fucked up to an extend where theres no return.
Not like the past, i doubt this time they'll talk ever again.
and there you go, making our family problem worst.

During my dinner today, i realise i seriously lack of people to talk to.
Anyway, i still love my mum.
but i don't think i can face her for the next few days to come.
Lousy day for me.
Fuck