hmmm this is so god damn true.
Still my theory again.
I gain something, i lose something.
or maybe i am just too fail to balance my stuffs in life.
anyway just visited my friend's blog after a really long time.
realise he damn emo about this girl.
Hmmmm i shouldn't consider myself his good friend already the fact idk a shit abt it.
sometimes i wonder, what are the others taking me as?
i mean for some i regard them as close friends, best friend for selected some and even more complicated stuffs.
i wonder do they regard me this way too?
i mean i totally understand that people don't always treat you the way you treat them.
sometimes when they are obviously sad, but they just won't tell you a shit, then you just gotta stop asking and know your line i guess.
hahaha anyway recently had a great person who stepped into my life.
from that moment i'm gonna lose something somehow, well they already shown up =)
so not so much of a disappointment to me since i already anticipated them.
blame it on my slow brain for not being able to take so many things at once.
oh well fuck these talks.
During chalet called someone. now i feel really guilty about it.
shouldn't have done it. maybe was too wasted!
hmmm studies flunking, friends leaving, family tension rising.
Hope i can cope well =D
thats all! my recent post are so stupid.. talking about myself -.-"
posted @ 11:08 PM |