I never understood why isit called heart 'ache'. Does it aches like muscle sore? How did the expression even came about? Now I fully understand.
My heart aches so badly that I have difficulty breathing. It's not even a figure of speech. It literally aches and hurts so fking badly.
A bad career choice is totally not helping too..
I'm so miserable that at my age I still can't give my parents allowance. And my mum's going to need an operation soon again...