just reached home.
i could've reach home 2hours ago..
what just happened?
was waiting for bus at ang mo kio back home..
then, took the bus which brings me back to singapore polytechnic.
AGAIN...
OMFG i was like dazing when i take the bus. then i realise. how is 7+pm. i should be on the bus back ang mo kio. why is this bus heading to sp?
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz the happened the 2nd time already man.. geez
gotta clear my mind somehow.

so well.. finally the bonding session have ended..
i dun like how it ended..
mood was kinda bad.. well kinda covered it little bit at the end..
but still..
i had a grave mistake during the last session..
i guess i just got complacent because the 3rd session went super smoothly..
what happened? 4game masters thought they should be playing this game yet,wen they should.
so after 15mins then i realised that..
well made some changes to the timetable so everything still turned out well.
atleast freshmen dunno that something went wrong..
hais.. the breifing i gave for the last session was so dull!
almost let my emotion over took me. thinking about my parents..
zzzzz wadever.
i actually planned to like kinda celebrate together at the end of the session.
like atleast have dinner together..
ahh but 3 out of 6 of us got to go of early.
so well.. left me 2 member.
bad thing is only 2 person (1 useless(sorry to use that word)
to clear the whole hall.
good thing is. my good partner helped me cleared part of them together with me before leaving.
so was kinda gratful.
oh yeh.. i overheard a conversation which kinda little bit made me rolled my eye for 3 whole seconds.

person : miss jessy.. next year we still can participate anot?
jessy : nah i not very sure.. cuz it should be the next batch of year ones take this bonding session
person : hah! but i like this leh.. even tho it was so tiring.. i made many friends..
i hope next time still have sia. i like doing this

so i was thinking.. 'are you like trying to boast yourself or take credit in front of her? yeh of cuz, what you did for everything is just taking a class and listen to instructions' (sorry edit. not even listen to full instructions. tell u to do so many things, and just give the tired lazy face and ignored it. for so many games, you just sat there and let the opposite game master who is a new girl strugglig with 2 gclass giving instrcutions while u sit there and slack. cool)

so as usual didnnt speak a word.
after we went to eat, then when we were walking home. he said this
'waaa! so tired.. ' 'i miss them sia'
complain complain complain complain
'eh joon houng, why are you still wearing your jacket sia. not hot meh'
me 'l0ls when have u ever hear me saying 'im hot'? i not scared of warm one la.. somemore i lazy take out'

then he said this sentence which spark me off

'of cuz not hot la.. you dun need run around and talk to the class like us mah. you lucky ass of cuz not hot la'

nice one.. this is like the key to my locked emotions.
immediatly i replied in a challenge tone

'you sure you want to talk to me like that anot?'
'so you think you can do better at my job eh?'
'wait you done what again? run around? when on earth did u run. talk to class? i screamed to 10classes'
'game master big? comeone seriously i've been class or group incharge until bored la hor.'

i still have got so much things to say.. then thats where my other friend step in. i guess he kinda sense i am going to burst.. l0ls i think before that in the hall he already know i dun feel so nice. i can see his face that he knew.
well he changed the topic quickly.. i wanted to continue sprouting my unhappiness with him..
hais but well.. lets not spoil any friendship already..
i shall jus talk about him here to myself.
hais. so went back ang mo kio, then take bus back to timah, then take bus back again to ang mo kio, and finally home sweet home..

ahh hungry.. time to find something to eat.. shall do a review on everyone including me later